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Monday, January 7, 2013
Word of the (past) year: work/play
random unrelated photo from our holidays
I've got ten minutes to write this post. It's 5:47 AM and I'm up because a) I'm planning to go to a yoga class and b) I couldn't sleep because c) my mind was racing with everything that needs to get done today -- the first day back to regular routine.
There won't be time to blog today. So, why not get up early and blog, thought I, and eat an egg on toast, and write a note to a kid's teacher re mixed up black Bog boots, and send an email to my husband, still sleeping, about tonight's difficult-to-coordinate after-school soccer/supper/local food pick-up plan. Why not?
So I'm up. Egg eaten, note written, email plan sent, yoga bag packed.
Now to blog. It's word-of-the-year time. Tonight I am meeting with two friends to talk about our words of last year, and words of the coming year. So I'd like to reflect (oh so briefly!) on my word of this year past. I cheated, slightly, and chose two: work and play. As the year unspooled, it seemed that work was the dominant word. I struggled to figure out where play fit, and I'm still not sure. I played soccer, which was new. And I tried to enjoy my work and find the joy/play in it. But maybe one word would have been enough.
I worked to repair an injury last winter.
I worked to promote The Juliet Stories.
I worked as a freelance writer.
I applied to midwifery school -- hoping to do work of a different kind.
Working to repair an injury is not as much fun as working toward completing a triathlon. But it was necessary, and I am repaired, for now, and looking forward to more goals and races this coming year.
Working to promote my book was good. It really was. It was work, without a doubt, and it took energy, but by the end of the season I felt comfortable on stage, and had benefitted from connections made at the different festivals, and I think I was able to see myself as a writer in a tangible and public way. It was a good year for my work as a fiction writer.
Working as a freelance writer was, well, I'll be frank, it was hard. I don't have time to elaborate, but suffice it to say, that experiment encouraged me to make the leap to apply to midwifery school, after many years of considering the possibility. (That, and the fact that my youngest child will be in school full-time next fall.)
Writing fiction continues to be both work and play, for me. I am blessed to have found something that brings both elements together. I'm looking forward to working/playing today ... after yoga, breakfast, kids off to school, and my quick morning nap. Can't wait!
I'm mother of four, writer, dreamer, planner, runner, photographer, taking time for a cup of coffee in front of this computer screen. My days are full, yet I keep asking: how can I fill them just a little bit more
-- with depth, with care, with pleasure.